Thursday, December 2, 2010

So I never went back

I remember feeling drunk, overdosed with sugar, late evening walk with my bestfriend. Hating the world, dreaming big and wild, careless and free and thought we could do anything and everything.
The big oversized No Doubt shirt, checkered bottom pj's, I thought it was the coolest outfit to go the convenience store.
Spent hours just to picked a drink.

There are times when all I do is reminisce because as you get older, you tend to remember everything. I wish I was a kid with a short term memory space because I do not know how to remember without feeling anything. I lied when I say that as we change, we tend to feel less. Well not me exactly. It's Billy's. Well Billy tipu. :(
Practicing to smile whenever I get a bit sad thinking of the past.
Sometimes I even thot of getting another diploma, and pushing sarah and Nor to do the same so we can all be together again.

If I could, I would. I would've given you the Disneyland if you ask for it. I would've given you the whole world.

2 comments:

phyto hystrix said...

Slm,

Best friends are for life. :) Even if they're somewhere else, a part of life is always shared. :)

Gooseberry//Yo said...

yeap. true that :)